Sunday, May 25, 2008

~ Happy Day ~

Wuhoo! Finally everything is over! Although I might be angry or disappointed sometimes but I fee good after release everything out and finally game over! Yeah!! Yippi!!

I was a bit confused of want to go sing k or go home? But at last I choose to go home to sing k as today is Saturday and is weekend. It’s expensive to sing k on weekend and I wanted to save my money. Although singing karaoke at home myself but still very fun and high! I had sang many songs which with high vocal. Wow…it was damn ‘shuang’! Can express all my feelings and everything out at once! Luckily I was home alone and sang in my room so no one complain. Haha……

After that, I was still not really happy yet. So, I decided to spend some of my money as I had saved a lot of money this week. Then, I went to KLCC BOOK FEST to look for books and bought some Japanese drama series. It was cheap. I love books! I felt so happy to see so many books once I just enter the book fest. Soon, I had forgotten everything and bought things with a happy mood. That’s fun and happy! From this thing, I can prove that I can even leave alone and go out alone without friend. I won’t feel lonely but happy! Actually after that happen, I only realize that I like is the ‘U’ last time and not the ‘U’ know her and started to get influence and change. As a friend, I only can say until here. in the coming future, hope you'll see things clearly. No matter what, today is still my happiest and most enjoyable day! Thanks God for everything! Thanks God!

Friday, May 23, 2008

~ Home Alone ~

I’m glad that I’m home alone again! Is very happy of being so as I can sing as loud as I can until the peak of the world! To express everything out at once especially anger will let people feel better after that. From now onwards, me, KHONG YI YIN will be brave! Can stand by myself and accept any challenge! I won’t be afraid of anything anymore! Even facing all the problems by myself or alone!

As long as is my own problem, I’ll settle all by myself and won’t ask for any helps unless is under a team. Furthermore, I won’t tell any friend of my own problem anymore! No friend can be relying on even your very best friend. Even a best friend also can disappoint you!

A friend in need is a friend indeed. How true is this phrase? You try out yourself, and then you’ll know the answer. In my opinion, this phrase is not really true! There’s sometimes you need to help or face any problems by yourself! Especially during urgent or something bad had happened and you need help, there’s no people will help especially your very best and trusted friend! And that’s the time you only can help yourself! I don’t care anymore! So long as I’m happy and that’s all!!

Friday, May 16, 2008

~ Because I’m KYY ~

Is a promise! A promise to myself that I’ve to protect myself and be stronger than other girls! And also not to show my weaknesses I front of anyone especially guys! Although sooner or later I’ll be the only girl in my house, but I’m not afraid of it! So what! Actually I thought of shift out long time ago, but I didn’t do so as the main reason is I’m so lucky to stay opposite my lecturer’s house. Furthermore, I quite like the house I’m staying now and I’m happy with it and the rental is also quite cheap. As a result, I won’t shift unless I have to or force to.

If I want to shift, I also won’t ask anyone for help to search for a nice room. It’s my own problem! I’ll settle myself! I don’t need anyone’s help! You may feel weird that why I’m becoming so? Is because of too many times of disappointments until I can’t stand it anymore! I dare not hope or expect for anything anymore. And also I don’t want to be dependable! So, I rather to depend on myself rather than depend on others! Because I’m not like other people can be reliable and got people to protect. I’m not! So, I must be more protective and independent! That’s why I don’t need anyone’s help!

Do you think my friends will visit to my house? No! I don’t think so! Maybe will have a few of them or maybe not even either of them. Will it makes me feel lonely? No, I don’t think so! Maybe will feel that sometimes but I believe that I’ll be able to overcome it! This is all because of I’m KYY and not others!

Monday, May 12, 2008

~ Mother’s Day ~

11 May is Mother’s Day in year 2008. The celebration this year is a bit different as my grandma had passed away. Previously, when my grandma was still alive, all my uncles, aunts and cousins will return to Kuantan to celebrate Mother’s Day with my grandma. But it won’t be anymore! I just hope that everyone will be back to celebrate Father’s Day with my grandpa.

This year Mother’s Day is just like normal day for me. There’s nothing special. Each family, celebrate themselves and separately. Really miss those days that my grandma still alive and everyone gather together to share and joke together. That’s the happiest moments ever which I won’t forget! I hope will have chance like that again. Even one time also doesn’t matter. So long as everyone is happy. =)

In the afternoon of the Mother’s Day, my cousins, sis and I make ‘wantan’ and cook for my aunt and mum to eat. It’s as an appreciation to our mum. I didn’t even give anything to my mum as present on that day. So, we just cooked ‘wantan’ and noodles to let them eat as lunch. Although was just like that, I could feel that our mum was very happy for it. For them, the most important thing is we able to do well in our studies, score flying colours and be a successful person in the future and never forget them! So, I must do well in my exam so that I won’t disappoint any of them! I LOVE YOU, GRANDMA! I LOVE YOU TOO, MUM! HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!! ^^