~My Smile Dissapear~
I'm having a bad mood almost everyday in this week. I think i'll be mad if i keep thinking about it. Honestly,from primary till now i still have that kind of feeling. When exam is coming or near the school reopen,i'll feel scare. I sure cry everytime a day before the exam or a day before the school reopen.Till now i still don't understand why am i so afraid about it. Then,i'll start giving myself pressure.
I really don't know how to keep myself to be more happier. i've not enough sleep everyday! why? because i still have many holiday works haven't finish yet plus i've to study everyday to back up all the form four subject during this school holidays to prepair for my SPM next year. May be is too early but i don't think so.
My smile has dissapear since Monday till now. Everyday in bad mood & worry for studies until this few days got a bit headache & almost sick! But i always tell myself must be tough don't sick so easily & i can't sick because there are still many things waiting for me to complete.When i'm studying or do my works,i never even talk just silent & tension with what i'm doing. I even can keep become like this the whole day as long as i'm doing my things & studying! you all may say i'm too serious & crazy.Actually i also think i'm getting crazy & mad from day to day. I hope i'll smile again later.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Thursday, September 01, 2005
~The Boy~
On the night before 31/8,my dad,sis,cousin & i went to Teluk Chempedak Beach to countdown.wow...there was so many people went there & was quite jam.but it's not as many people as in the MPK Field.....i didn't know that there also hv countdown so i went 2 the beach.
At T.C,u guess i saw who?it's my fren!he's the boy that i admire so much & also more than 1 yr dy.i was exstremely happy when i saw him & i was so surprise that i could meet him there......i always hope that i can meet him no matter where i go but my dream doesn't come true but yesterday night i did meet him at there....is unbelieveble!!!
On last saturday,again he broke his promise.he promise me 2 send the black tie that i wana borrow 4 the sketch performance on last sat 2 my house but i waited him patienly 4 so long....i wait & wait....he still didn't arrive.so i phoned him.....he said "i'm not in kuantan now...i'll phoned u back after i reach kuantan.so again i waited 4 his phone call.....
It's already 4p.m!oh no...the rehearcal is at 5p.m in Hyatt Hotel....so again i called him but this time was not work mayb on his way was no line so couldn't call in. i was quite nervous on that time & dunno wat 2 do then i remembered one of my fren had told me b4 she hv black tie so i message her & she said no problem...she will bring it 2 the hotel later & the problem had settled.luckily.......
Honestly he did lie me & also broke his promise many times for many things.Maybe u all will sure feel angry with him but to me is different.i don't even felt angry with him before & i know no matter what he does 2 me i also won't felt angry with him.got once,he even pandang rendah me & also hurt my feelings....although i felt very hurt that time but i still didn't angry or hate him & his place in my heart is still the same.....i think no one can move him away from my heart unless one day suddenly i hv no feel on him or maybe one day i meet another boy that i admire more than him........
actually there's nothing special bout him & just look like normal boy but i don't know y i like him so much & one more thing he jz treat me as his normal fren ny.....love some1 don't hv reason & also hard 2 explain why but u'll sure think bout him/her everytime....every moment no matter where u are......
On the night before 31/8,my dad,sis,cousin & i went to Teluk Chempedak Beach to countdown.wow...there was so many people went there & was quite jam.but it's not as many people as in the MPK Field.....i didn't know that there also hv countdown so i went 2 the beach.
At T.C,u guess i saw who?it's my fren!he's the boy that i admire so much & also more than 1 yr dy.i was exstremely happy when i saw him & i was so surprise that i could meet him there......i always hope that i can meet him no matter where i go but my dream doesn't come true but yesterday night i did meet him at there....is unbelieveble!!!
On last saturday,again he broke his promise.he promise me 2 send the black tie that i wana borrow 4 the sketch performance on last sat 2 my house but i waited him patienly 4 so long....i wait & wait....he still didn't arrive.so i phoned him.....he said "i'm not in kuantan now...i'll phoned u back after i reach kuantan.so again i waited 4 his phone call.....
It's already 4p.m!oh no...the rehearcal is at 5p.m in Hyatt Hotel....so again i called him but this time was not work mayb on his way was no line so couldn't call in. i was quite nervous on that time & dunno wat 2 do then i remembered one of my fren had told me b4 she hv black tie so i message her & she said no problem...she will bring it 2 the hotel later & the problem had settled.luckily.......
Honestly he did lie me & also broke his promise many times for many things.Maybe u all will sure feel angry with him but to me is different.i don't even felt angry with him before & i know no matter what he does 2 me i also won't felt angry with him.got once,he even pandang rendah me & also hurt my feelings....although i felt very hurt that time but i still didn't angry or hate him & his place in my heart is still the same.....i think no one can move him away from my heart unless one day suddenly i hv no feel on him or maybe one day i meet another boy that i admire more than him........
actually there's nothing special bout him & just look like normal boy but i don't know y i like him so much & one more thing he jz treat me as his normal fren ny.....love some1 don't hv reason & also hard 2 explain why but u'll sure think bout him/her everytime....every moment no matter where u are......
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
~Happy Merdeka Day~
MERDEKE!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!wow.....so fast,our Malaysia is already free for 48yrs!cool!...my skol celebrated merdeka day on yesterday during last few periods after recess.we celebrated with those afternoon session students & every1 was so happy.at 1st,our principal & teachers gave some speech from the menteri &.....Although is quite bored & i almost fell asleep but honestly i did fell asleep during the speech....ahaha....
after the speech...all of us hv to sing the song 'Keranamu Malaysia,tanggal 31 &......' with waving the Malaysia flag.All of us were so semangat,we sang it happily & also enjoyably.we wave the flag in our hand & all the teachers stood on the stage & sang 2gether with us.some of us that down the stage even stand on the chairs & cheer & my frens & i are one of them.some of them used big flag & there was a teacher that also stood on the chairs to take some photoes.at the last of our assembly,we shout & even scream like mad....Merdeka!Merdeka!Merdeka!......after that we can go home....yeah!
MERDEKE!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!wow.....so fast,our Malaysia is already free for 48yrs!cool!...my skol celebrated merdeka day on yesterday during last few periods after recess.we celebrated with those afternoon session students & every1 was so happy.at 1st,our principal & teachers gave some speech from the menteri &.....Although is quite bored & i almost fell asleep but honestly i did fell asleep during the speech....ahaha....
after the speech...all of us hv to sing the song 'Keranamu Malaysia,tanggal 31 &......' with waving the Malaysia flag.All of us were so semangat,we sang it happily & also enjoyably.we wave the flag in our hand & all the teachers stood on the stage & sang 2gether with us.some of us that down the stage even stand on the chairs & cheer & my frens & i are one of them.some of them used big flag & there was a teacher that also stood on the chairs to take some photoes.at the last of our assembly,we shout & even scream like mad....Merdeka!Merdeka!Merdeka!......after that we can go home....yeah!
~Tau Fu~
when the clock strike 7.00p.m,i'm jz back from my tuition.I straight away put my back a side rushed 2 watch the 8TV's movie that going 2 finish 2day....it's the last episode.
during the 1st advertisement,i went 2 the kitchen 2 hv my dinner & when i 1st opened the cupboard.....u guess wat i saw? i saw a plate of 'tau fu'.wow....is delicious & it's also one of my favourite food.i was extremely happy at that time.i took it out from the cupboard immediately & eat it with rice as my dinner.when i 1st saw the 'tau fu' in the cupboard,u guess wat's my reaction?i was so happy & almost wana cry out.although i didn't really cry but my tears was dropping....i feel so touch.my grandma cook it 4 me & my mum kept it some 4 me 2 eat & i hv not eat tau fu 4 so long dy....wow....i almost wana scream & tell every1 tat finally i can eat tau fu cz b4 tis my aunt & uncle don't let me eat cz thay said my skil like that & actually i do hv skin prob.but jz now dinner,no matter wat happened i also will still eat the tau fu....
you know y they say i can't eat 'tau fu'?bcz they say i can't even eat any food related 2 bean.where as in chinese the word 'tau' mean bean so that's y they say i can't eat 'tau fu'......is that logic?
when the clock strike 7.00p.m,i'm jz back from my tuition.I straight away put my back a side rushed 2 watch the 8TV's movie that going 2 finish 2day....it's the last episode.
during the 1st advertisement,i went 2 the kitchen 2 hv my dinner & when i 1st opened the cupboard.....u guess wat i saw? i saw a plate of 'tau fu'.wow....is delicious & it's also one of my favourite food.i was extremely happy at that time.i took it out from the cupboard immediately & eat it with rice as my dinner.when i 1st saw the 'tau fu' in the cupboard,u guess wat's my reaction?i was so happy & almost wana cry out.although i didn't really cry but my tears was dropping....i feel so touch.my grandma cook it 4 me & my mum kept it some 4 me 2 eat & i hv not eat tau fu 4 so long dy....wow....i almost wana scream & tell every1 tat finally i can eat tau fu cz b4 tis my aunt & uncle don't let me eat cz thay said my skil like that & actually i do hv skin prob.but jz now dinner,no matter wat happened i also will still eat the tau fu....
you know y they say i can't eat 'tau fu'?bcz they say i can't even eat any food related 2 bean.where as in chinese the word 'tau' mean bean so that's y they say i can't eat 'tau fu'......is that logic?
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